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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
so yeah i havent updated here in awhile because i have a blog on myspace and on livejournal...if any of you really want to read about my life...go to http://www.livejournal.com/users/marcaye04/
cuz i've been updating that a lot more than i have here ;P love ya guys :) Posted at 11:47 am by Marcaye04
Thursday, April 28, 2005
wow...it's been sooooo long...january seems so far away..
it's almost may..and that means it's the end of the semester which means lots of work due within the next couple of weeks, finals, and then helping with post prom and doing relay for life in between..sometimes i think im gonna go crazy but then i just think that ill have the summer to relax and that calms me down lol...
lets see..this semester is almost done like i said and that means i'm almost done with my first year of college which is crazy but great at the same time...i cant wait until next semester it's going to be great having even more crazy stratford people on campus..and that includes my love <3 it's going to be great to be able to see him everyday and to not have to talk to him online all the time, i can just be with him personally :) next week marks our 6 month anniversary (on wed) and it's been absolutly amazing..like it's been better than i could even imagine it to have been and i never thought i would find someone so sweet, so amazing, someone who i know i'm supposed to be with for the rest of my life..sigh..lol
the summer is going to be great..i'll be getting a pay check again (yay) even though im not looking forward to going back to work..first we're gonna have a new supervisor :( , second we won't have the fun college boys to work with so we dont really have to do "work" lol, and third we have to deal with the high school kids like pete who will spend the whole summer pointing out that i'm short..im sorry to burst your bubble kid but i've been knowing that im short, no news to me lol
the summer also means more fun drives and crazy nights with the summer crew...i miss them..leanne, ford, duff..i hope it'll be fun like it was last summer and even better cuz there wont be stupid boys in the picture too (if you dont know about last summer..dont ask)..and it shouldn't be awkward since me and andrew (sarms for those of you who don't know his first name ;P ) are together for the summer this year..cuz winter break it wasnt awkward...at least i didnt think so...
i'm also missing lots of friends who were away at college whom i havent seen since last summer or even since graduation...i hate that we all seemed to have lost touch...we did a good job talking during the first semester but this semester it seems different sadly...hopefully it didnt all change that much...
i know it's been a while since i updated this but i just wanted to know who even reads this? cuz if no one does...i'll just stop writing in here and make a live journal or something...leave some comments if you guys wanna...
i'll try to update soon...love yas
~marcie
Posted at 12:25 am by Marcaye04
Friday, January 21, 2005
hey guys! it's been a few weeks since i last wrote...nothing spectacular has happened lately so i've been lazy with the entries...lets see the last time i really wrote anything was before new years...so lets start there...
new year's eve was mucho fun...sarms, ford, duffy and ford's friend beth from school all came over to my grandma's and we played pool, ate food and watched movies then we went over to fords which was interesting to say the least...gotta love getting no sleep and having to go with ford to drive beth back to mass. at like 10 am the next morning..not smart lol...it was fun tho..you had to be there to understand most of it lol ;)
after new years there wasnt really anything that exciting...there were lots of crazy drives around stratford and a few crazy party thingys but other than that nothing too exciting..but it's been a fun vacation..i think it's time to go back to school tho..im tired of boring stratford lol
im not looking forward to moving back in tho...cuz its supposed to snow a lot on saturday night into sunday just in time for moving day...who knows whats gonna happen with that ::sigh:: but all in all im looking forward to living in chase with the shs crew and having more fun college times like last semester but it'll be even better cuz we're all over the transitioning phase..now it's just gonna be going back to a routine that we got used to last semester...
everything has been wonderful with me and sarms...i love him soooo much and i know he loves me too and thats just the greatest feeling in the world ;) i'm looking forward to our future together cuz these last (almost) 3 months have been amazing and i know it's just gonna keep getting better!
vacation also brought some not so fun times like the passing of mrs. baldino which brought up some bad memories in my life causing me to have to talk about things for the first time in almost 2 years..it took me that long to get enough strength to talk and i'm glad that i could talk about it..it made me feel a lot better and now i know that i dont have to go through these feelings alone anymore, that there are ppl who will listen to me and will try to do what they can to make me feel better even tho they cant make things better...oh and i also know that friendly's ice cream can make everything better ;) especially cookies and cream ice cream topped with oreos and hot fudge..its like insane amounts of chocolate but it makes everything better (thanks for the ice cream ford!! i love you!!)
there were a few more not so good things that happened too but i wont get into them there's just not enough time and they're not that important...just know that everything is good now and everyone involved is happy
well it's getting late and im tired so im gonna get going to bed i will write some more later i'm sure...especially after we move in on sunday if not before then...
much love to you all
marcie
p.s. i'm tired of the cold and the snow...it just really needs to be spring cuz the cold and snow and me walking across campus everyday to class doesnt seem to be working out lol...just thought i'd share with everyone cuz im sure you all hate the -15 degree wind chills lately brrrrrrrrr...
goodnight all <3
Posted at 12:25 am by Marcaye04
Monday, January 03, 2005
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love him
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me
[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah
[Outro:]
If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby
all i know is i love him soooooo much...and all i want and all i need is to be with him always and forever! <33
Posted at 03:10 pm by Marcaye04
Thursday, December 30, 2004
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me <333
Hey guys! i hope you all had a wonderful xmas and i hope that you have a fun new year's as well (stay safe!)...
Christmas was fun...tiring and a very long day but fun...i got a new stereo and some dvds and lots of clothes and gift cards so that i can get more clothes lol..
lets see...the day after christmas was the craziest day ever..first after church me and my sister went to my grandma's to pick up the stuff we left there and my sister decided that on the way home she would do everything imaginable to make me want to never drive her anywhere again..so i go into the house to let my dad know this and she ends up trying to get me into trouble by telling my dad about how me and sarms go out and stuff i was speechless..thankfully my dad wasnt mad so it was good...later on that night me and sarms decide that it would be cool to go to the movies cuz we hadn't gone in awhile...it was snowing out but it wasnt that bad (at least when we first left my house)..well i decided on going to the trumbull movies for no reason really just to make a decision and we start heading there..but end up getting into a car accident cuz there was a car spun out on the hill on broadbridge and we slid on ice...we were all ok tho and we were sitting in the cars waiting for the police and sarms was on the phone w/ his mom when we get hit from behind by another car...we're all still ok but that lady seemed all like angry at everyone but herself and decides that she couldnt wait for the police so she gives sarms her cell # and he takes down her license plate number...later we find out its not the right car for the plates and then she tried denying that she hit him to the police...and her statement on the police report says something like that she just tapped him...it must have been some tap cuz her car was like stuck to his bumper so that when she backed up to leave she pulled the bumper almost all the way off causing most of the damage that was done to his car...so basically his car is totalled or they are totalling it cuz its just too much money to fix it so yeah and he found a car and he'll be getting it monday...i felt so bad for him this whole week cuz like everyday seemed to just bring more bad news :-/ hopefully next week'll be better..especially since tuesday is our 2 month anniversary which is awesome :)
so yea that was my crazy story...it's all good tho cuz no one got hurt and stuff but the craziest part of the story is that it happened on dec. 26...which was six months to the day from my accident in june (i was freaked out by that and duffy told me that i shouldnt get into a car on the 26th of any month lol) its crazy the way that things happen...
i just feel bad cuz i hate when he's not happy and like it makes me not happy and apparently im the only person who can make him feel better but i dont really know what to do sometimes..i guess all i can do is be there *sigh* i really hope things start getting better i hate when bad things happen to good ppl it just sucks
ok well im done venting for now ill write back sometime soon it'll probably be in 2005 which is in like 2 days which is crazy in itself...if i dont talk to you all before midnight tomorrow night have a happy new year!!!
love always
*marcie* Posted at 06:07 pm by Marcaye04
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
well monday was our first snow of the season..it was pretty but i was stuck in the house cuz it was icey and stuff which wasnt' fun at all...yesterday i finished most of my xmas shopping w/ ford, not before i dropped my nice, new cell phone in the snow causing it to break...i went to the verizon store in the mall and the guy was like call this number and they'll send u a new phone..i was thinking great, its xmas week so im gonna be without a phone for awhile...but they said that they would send it overnight and i would recieve the new phone at my house by 3pm today...so now i have a new phone that i have to reprogram and hope that i can somehow transfer all my pictures over :/
last night i went out w/ sarms, ford, and duffy...it was crazy times like usual and we ended up at the beach where it was a bit cold...the sand was frozen and there was snow on the ground..it was fun tho like everything we do :;shakes head:: i love them
i really cant believe that friday is xmas eve..its crazy! i really need to finish wrapping all my gifts and hope that i got all the stuff i needed to w/o forgetting people lol...i hope all of you have a safe and merry xmas! and call me throughout break and we'll have to get together cuz i miss u guys!
much love to you all,
*marcie*
Posted at 04:50 pm by Marcaye04
Saturday, December 18, 2004
I finally found someone
who knocks me off my feet
i finally found the one
who makes me feel complete
it started over coffee
we started off as friends
its funny how from simple things
the best things begin
this time its different, it's all because of you
its better than it's ever been
cause we can talk it through ooo...
my favorite line was
can i call you sometime
its all u had to say to take my breath away
this is it
i finally found someone
someone to share my life
i finally found the one to be with every night
cuz whatever i do it's just got to be you
my life has just begun
i finally found someone oooh someone .
i finally found someone
did i keep u waiting? (i didnt mind)
i apologize (baby that's fine)
i will wait forever just to know you were mine (ooh)
you know i love your hair ( sure it looks right?)
i love what you wear (isnt it too tight?)
you're exceptional
i can't wait for the rest of my life
i love this song cuz it makes me think of my life...::sigh:: i love it its great now knowing that you have someone in your life who feels the same way about you as you feel about them ;)
i just had to share that with you ;)
love always
~marcie~ Posted at 04:57 pm by Marcaye04
Friday, December 17, 2004
all i want for christmas is you...<3
I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you...<3
It has been a really long time since i last wrote in here...god! lets see..a lot has happened..today is my last day of finals so after this afternoon my first semester of college will be over, it's crazy! umm well me and sarms started going out nov. 4 and that has been amazing...i am soooo happy and love is amazing thats all i can say lol...i FINALLY turned 18 on dec. 2...that was fun we had a crazy partaye in our dorm and i got some fun stuff...me and kels officially are moving to chase hall next semester where there will be a partaye every night since jess, marcus, steph and dan all live there as well, it will be some fun times! christmas is right around the corner (xmas eve is next friday!) im excited about that cuz christmas is my favorite time of year even though it is hard at times thinking about past christmas's and the way my life used to be..but all i think about is how we will make new memories and have great christmas's from now on too...well i have to get ready to leave to go to my final cuz im home cuz we decided to move out yesterday since neither of us had finals which turned out to be a good idea since it took so long to move everything out and then clean and sign out (it was no fun let me tell you, esp. being sick and stuff, but im feeling better today except for the pains in my arms and back which was probably from lifting and carrying stuff to my car yesterday :/) but i promise to write back soon, not like last time where it was like 2 months lol...i hope everyone does well on their finals and congrats on making it through our first semsesters of college!! happy holidays everyone and i hope to see you all throughout break sometime..just call me up ill be around!
love always
~marcie~
Posted at 11:50 am by Marcaye04
Friday, October 08, 2004
Here I am,
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
~ashlee simpson
Hey guys! this week seemed to go by so fast and i dont even know why cuz it really didnt seem like it until i woke up this morning and realized that it's friday! and tonight's the shs homecoming game which is gonna be fun cuz like everyone in the world's gonna be there and i get to see ppl that i havent seen in so long...and i have no idea what's going on the rest of the weekend...i know that duffy'll be home for the weekend so there will probably be some crazy times w/ him..hopefully anyways...
yea sarms came to visit last night and that was crazy times like usual...gotta love his decorating skills cuz apparently my walls were too bare or something..lets see..there is now a honey nut cheerios box w/ shrek on it taped above my bed, there was a spoon taped to the light switch, and theres a bunch of post-its spelling out aloooha also above my bed...thanks for that sarms...lol
yea so we got bored in my room and like everyone was supposed to be on there way to my room but never made it so we decided to take a walk where we met up w/ kevin and vicky cuz she's up here all the time apparently and then we ended up waiting for marcus and kt i to get outta band...then we went up to marcus' room to watch family guy..that was crazy, but its all good...
so yea hopefully this weekend'll be fun cuz it's just been a long week and im so tired and have no idea why..but yea...i dunno what else to write right now but ill update again soon..
love always and forever,
~marcie~ Posted at 09:35 am by Marcaye04
Friday, October 01, 2004
Hey guys! I hope everything's going well...its october already! i cant even believe it! its getting colder and stuff too...its kinda sad that the summer had to end...but its all good..
i hate my friday classes! first i have psych, which isnt too bad, 'cept that it's at 8...then i have math, which i usually skip on fridays, but he decided to have a test on monday, so we're gonna review today, when we clearly started a new chapter on wed, whatever...and then i have western civ from 2-430..its not cool, she talks wayyyyy too much about so much stuff that you really want to fall asleep..::shakes head::
this weekend should be fun...its sarms' bday...who knows what we're gonna do tho cuz we always change our minds or try to make plans that never work out, but we'll see what happens...and amanda's coming to visit us today which is always fun cuz she's crazy but its cool!
Umm yea so i have like 3 hours until my next class, i should probably read or do something that has to do w/ classes so i dont have to do that this weekend, but i doubt ill get anything done...lol but im gonna go try anyways...
Love always,
~marcie~ Posted at 09:37 am by Marcaye04
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